Poetry Feature: Come Back Home
I. In the Beginning
Second child, Bernard, born March 1, 1915
Older brother, my father, Jacob (Jack), born June 3, 1912
Younger sister, Roslyn, born (June 1, 1922) disabled, hospitalized, died February 10, 1942
Their father, Abraham, died March 21,1930
Their mother, Nettie, died April 29, 1953
Bernie
Brilliant student, graduated
High school young, (age 16)
Teenage indiscretions:
Paternity suit won;
Results undone,
Support suit lost,
Dropped out of college
Aspiration of law school, gone amid
Conflictual family relationships
II. The Great Depression
The Great Depression:
Unemployment universal.
Riding rails, going to jails.
Union protester, strike organizer
All had nicknames, his Butch
“Good looking, husky, curly haired…
Tough as nails, Tough yes, but gentle
and compassionate as well. …
someone you wanted on your side, and
fortunately for us, we had him on ours”1
Bernie joins Young Communist League
Jack and Nora, my parents marry,
In a week following a major snowstorm
January 24,1937
and then…
III. Spain, 1937
Bernie leaves home, secretly
April 7, Sets sail, Queen Mary
Arrives, Cherbourg, France, late April
May 4,Tours France
Letters and postcards home
Inform intentions, going to Spain
His mother, traumatized, endures first heart attack.
Letters implore “Please adopt orphans
Who face lasting pain” 2
Two months later
Crosses Pyrenees,
A volunteer, a Brigadista
Spanish Civil War
First battle of Second World War
In the Abraham Lincoln Brigade
IV. July 26, 1937, Brunete
Bloodiest battle of the war
Two months and two weeks later,
A Brigadista, wounded in war
In greeting best friend he vows to return,
With shoulder wound mended,
“I got me a blighty,” (His medallion of war).
A friend helps him to safety, but ambulance
A target of Franco’s bomb. Safety ride ended3
Harry Fisher’s son carries his name
An account lists him among seven American dead,
killed on a firing line?4
Evidence scant.
Whether killed after capture or executed from the sky
A life cut short traumatizes generations with pain
V. November 15,1938, Farewell Address to International Brigades Dolores Ibárruri (La Pasionaria)5
You can go proudly
You are history
You are legend
You are the heroic example of democracy’s solidarity and universality
We shall not forget you,
And when the olive tree of peace puts forth its leaves again
Mingled with the leaves of the Spanish Republic’s Victory
Come back
Come back home
VI. Connecting the Dots
A child discovered in days of yore
Secrets of family, spoken nevermore
Dreams of equality between rich and poor,
A protester for human rights and justice
Willing to die for democracy
So that others may live free
Future generations allured to explore
His desire, leave this world a better place
My discovery:
A cache of pictures and letters that
Would shape the trajectory of my life
Over the decades that it took for me to unlock their secrets
I became a family psychologist,
A specialist in the exploration of generational trauma;
A photographer, well-published, extensively exhibited;
These two passions merged, phototherapy,
Photographs in therapy
VII. Homenajes en España
Seventy years later, as if by chance,
(Although there is no such thing as chance)
A friend suggests technology
Google search click one:
An emotional remembrance of him,
Still stirs goosebumps when read
Click two: bibliographies
Of Veterans of the Lincoln Brigade.
First phone call to son of best friend
Given middle name of father’s best friend
Another call: his buddy from Brooklyn to Spain.
Recalls the twenty he gave him for his mother
But could not recall if it was a gift or a loan
Its importance: all these years later,
Accrued interest, incalculable?
He laughed, forgave any debt
Then, the 70th Anniversary celebration.
Madrid, Zaragoza, Barcelona
Volunteers greeted and feted as never before,
Heroes of that great war, their traumas kept secret,
Back at home
Their treasure of that great war
Another homenaje, to Brunete, an exquisite fall-day
Rainbow greeting high in the sky
Battlefield gate painted red, yellow and purple,
Majestic hues of the Second Republic
By the once lush river Guadarrama,
A memorial service, “Yizkor,”
Prayer of remembrance,
Remembering in kindness those whose fate sleeps in the dust
Years of curiosity, pain and confusion,
Dispelled forever on Spanish terrain
Driving away,
Another rainbow glistened in the sky
As if that brave soldier listened
As we said goodbye
VIII. Returning Home
Enshrined forever in Spanish earth,
A legacy of joy and pain
Two decades later black-listed,
Transformed, memorialized, sanctified,
McCarthy’s House of UnAmerican Activities report
Bernard Butch Entin larger than life
My hero, my Uncle, Mythical Man
— June 28, 2025
References
(1) Fisher, H. (2011). Legacy, Left Legacy Press, New York City and Maplewood, N.J, p.102.
(2) Entin, B. (1937, July 15). Unpublished Letters, The Tamiment Library/ Robert F Wagner Labor Archives, Elmer Bobst Library, York University Libraries, 70 Washington Square South, New York, NY, 10012.
(3) Fisher, H. (2001). Germans and Americans Facing Each Other Again. The Volunteer, Journal of the Veterans of the Abraham Lincoln Brigade, p.16.
(4) Geiser, C. (1986) Prisoners of the Good Fight, The Spanish Civil War 1936-1939 Lawrence Hill & Company, Westport, CT, p. 263 and p. 272.
(5) Ibarruri, D. (1966). They Shall Not Pass, The Autobiography of La Pasionara, (2005, edition), International Publishers, p. 313 -314.
Alan D. Entin, PhD, ABPP, is a photographer and family psychologist specializing in generational trauma who writes about photographs and family secrets and has pioneered the use of photographs in therapy. His uncle, Bernard Entin, served in the Abraham Lincoln Brigade and died in the Battle of Brunete. Alan’s five-minute montage “Homage to the Abraham Lincoln Brigade” can be viewed on YouTube.